Why is it after 3 years i still feel that i'm not valued? Why is it after 3 years i still feel damm shit each time i get this kind of treatment? Tell me what is fair, tell me what i should do. What's the point of making sacrifices every time and putting in so much effort, in the end all i get is still all this shits. If given a choice i would of course rather spend more time going out with friends, but i decided to sacrifice time from others and put in my best and train. Sometimes i really don't knw what to do to please you, and crying over it again and again doesn't help. It just really feels fucking knnccb depressing.